Hey Fabs!!! i dream about my grandpa yesterday, maybe he wants to tell me something~ tomorrow is holiday...yeah! but its only one day...bad- i'm uploading happy's photo...haha... adorable^__^ my lil brother mah... nothing much for today... Toddles =)
Talk to me,speak with me,I don't want to be alone~
Hey Fabs! today we will be going to IOI mall to buy my sister's school bag~ Merdeka is coming! CHEER- Exam is coming soon too~ its HOLIDAY~ Let's have some fun!!! just a little update for today... bye fabs!
Hope you can see this... this is especially for you, although you are not my maternal grandpa, but I already treat that you are my grandpa, you live in the hospital for a month, and we hope you can get well soon... but unfortunately you secretly passed away, without leaving any words.. is this fate or destiny? do you know how depressed we are? you taking care of us when i was a toodle... you cook for me, you drive us to eat, you brings me to MPH, you gave me angpau, you fetch us to school, you buy me ice-cream, all these things was forever remember by me, i would not forget it... because its a memory between us... R.I.P,my grandpa... You are always missed and remembered by us-
No matterwhat theytake us,nothing canbreak us apart....I justwanna bewith you~
Hey Fabs! what a wonderful day I have today... hanging out with my friends... yeah!happy but kinda bored... i didn't bought anything... only bought a cup of pearl tea...taste great~ i fold a lot of paper swans by these few days.. its up to 300 something...what a huge number.. its use for the event... and its specially for my grandpa and grandma, when they are still staying alive, so when they have passed away, and i realize that i didn't filial them, so i decided to use this kind of way to show them my love... and i hope that they can feel it, and be happy in the Nirwana world, that's what i hope for it, the theory exam is coming soon, and i'm feeling anxious~ its freaking out of my mind- I feel very happy with you guys~thanks a lot!
I never had a dream come true,till the day that I found you...
Hey Fabs! going to hang out with my Fabs tomorrow! i've finally found my Justin Bieber album! it has been lost for a couple of weeks or a month... i'm so anxious that i've lost it... haha=) going back to Seremban next tuesday to visit my relatives:) its also Merdeka day~ but have to back to school on Wednesday... Hate it T.T i'm not really active in my Twitter... Oooppssss(-_-) That's all~
If you want to talk, you can just find me... if you want to cry, just cry on my shoulder, and its ready for you whenever you want... don't be depressed, just remember i'm here for you every single day, forget those bad things... and start a new life,new day... We will always support you!!! i was fortunate to be your friend, i strongly believe that our friendship will never end...till forever~ if you try to believe it,it will come true~
You change your mind,like a girl,change its clothes~
Hey Fabs, i'm officially made up a Team FABULOUS... what a good name, our group members are me,Xin Yi and Elize... i'm not really happy in the Sapo group...== can't figure it out... not in a good mood today...i guess so=] just because with all those jerks~ really can't stand it, i think i'm not tough enough... SORRY! I HATE THEM FOREVER...FOREVER TILL EVER--- they are not given a chance, they are not excuse for doing this... its done!
06.08.2010 Its night time now, pick up the phone, Grandpa had passed away, i'm shock,i can't cry, and i don't know why... the most depressing day that i had before, went to the Nirvana Memorial Park for two days, unluckily,i'm sick== pity me~ its monday, i'm absent from school, have to attend grandpa's funeral, everyone was sad~ the speech was so touching~ i cried...without any reason,i miss him... the feelings was so strange.
R.I.P-My Beloved Grandpa... its specially for you-
I saw you for the last time, I talk to you for the last time, suddenly,everything change... its too fast, i can't even have a chance to do it for you, I can just only hope you are living happily in another world that belongs to you...
Sometimes i try to take it easy, but i can't, feel so depressed and frustated... keep asking myself what can i do? repeating and repeating, but i still can't get that answer, i admit that its my fault, life is full of challenge, i'm not brave at all, i'm not a superwoman, that's all, they can't take the right things, rather me~ I try to think it positively, but my mind always thinking the negative things, though i strongly believe that i'm tough enough to take it, i'm to overestimate myself, i try to learn something now~
Hey dolls, its been fun at school with my beloved friends... We play till freaking out, that's our way to being so CRAZY- Elize have some problems with her BF, me too, i have some problems with my sisters, Arguments== can't fix it up, cause i'm not the problem fixer, USELESS xp That's all~
01.08.2010 Hey babes~ have to rewind to yesterday, head to PappaRich met up with my beloved uncle, spend our lunch time together, the dish are yummy-licious~ and i feel great- later, back home to take some rest while i'm infront of the pc... that's end with this day:)
For these few years, you have been teaching me well, you taught us a lot, you share your secret, sadness,happiness and everything to me, and i am luckily to have you as my tutor, i'm sure you are lucky to have me as your student too, i think that this is our fate to be together, when i have done something wrong, you will lead me to the right way, and i'm really appreciate what you have done for me, you sacrifice and contribute for this society and for us too, you carry out the possibillity as a teacher and also a mum, you are a mighty person~ Thank You!!! I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS-